~Skylar14

So I gave up on waiting for said certain guy in my last post. He did not want a relationship and yet it looks like he does with some girl across the state. Yeah...I think that is enough waiting for something to happen that won't. Just sucks that I see him every where on campus and then turn and avoid him cause I can't stand to look at him. Pretty pathetic, but there is hope...I do have a new boyfriend. He is a bit of a nerd and has only ever had one girlfriend besides me. This is a completely different guy than what I normally go for but he is a nice guy and all I have ever dated were the bad guy types. Maybe this is a good change for me.

Anyway, don't know why I am rambling on about my love life on here. I have other sites and blogs to do that one so I will leave it at that.

I am still so very broke and still struggling through college. Those are the norms in my life. I have grown extremely closer to a friend of mine and we have started going to a Women's Bible Study group on Wednesday's now. First time in my life that I actually have any faith. Kind of weird but again, this is a good change for me. I did vow that this new year would be a year of change and it is starting.

I posted two poems that I forgot about. I have a ton more that I need to get working on and finish so I can post them up as well. But there hasn't been any motivation to finish them yet. I am an emotionally charged writer and when there is no emotional charge there is no writing. That and I am to damn busy with writing papers and what not for classes. So yeah...new poems soon to come once I get my arse moving. Ja ne!